I...don't think that I should be doing these kind of things at my age
I'm not good at anything for my age at all, I suck at drawing, I suck at writing, I suck at programming.
I even suck at taking care of myself. I find it hard to get up in the morning, I wish I could stay in bed forever.
I know this isn't what humans are destined to though, at least until they die.